I am learning quickly that patience is a virtue. See, when you have already had 3 biological children, you know the process. You can see physical changes in your body, you get to hear the heartbeat at every check up, you get a few sonogram pictures, you know when the baby is active, you know when they are sleeping, you know what is alarming and you know what is normal. When you are going through the adoption process, you don't have much to hold onto. There is no definite 'due date' and there are no monthly updates You are at the mercy of your agency, social worker and government documents. You feel like you have little control and just want to rush through all the details, jump on a plane and go pick up that precious baby.
One night the hubby and I were looking at a map of Africa. He pointed out that our baby is on the other side of the world, somewhere on that map. Maybe he hasn't even been conceived, maybe his mother is pregnant with him or maybe he just got dropped off at an orphanage. We don't know one thing about him, but God does.
"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations." Jeremiah 1:5
God has a plan for that baby on the other side of the world, he has given him hope and a future. We are so blessed to be apart of that!

Aww, love you guys and the new blog! So proud of ya and can't wait to hold that baby too!
ReplyDeleteI love it! How precious and sweet. I'm so proud and excited for you, this precious baby that is going to enter your loving family and all that you are going to experience as a result of this. God bless you along this journey! I can't wait to meet the little dude.
ReplyDeleteThis makes my heart happy!
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